Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Breakfast
12 oz coffee with raw sugar

Lunch
3 oz ground turkey
1.5 cups black beans and rice
3 oz sharp cheddar

Dinner
3 oz ground turkey
1.5 cups black beans and rice
2 slices wheat bread
4 oz ham
12 tortilla chips
1/2 cup salsa

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Gargh!

Stepped on the scale this morning and...nothing. The darn batteries are dead. I just replaced them a couple weeks back. I caught my cat sitting on it the other day, I suspect now that it may be a common occurrence.

Breakfast
Nope.

Lunch
12 oz coffee with raw sugar

Dinner
4 oz turkey breast
12 tortilla chips
1/2 cup salsa
20 oz water
12 oz coffee with stevia

No breakfast or lunch today. Woke up with a pretty sore throat and just feeling a bit under the weather. No real appetite to speak of until about 4 pm. Gonna try to get to bed early tonight, instead of my usual 2 am. Gotta go out and see about picking up new batteries tomorrow.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Weigh in...

Weight record:
329.8 lbs-2/1/2010
324.4 lbs-2/5/2010
323.2 lbs-2/6/2010
323.4 lbs-2/7/2010
335.0 lbs-2/14/2010
326 lbs-2/21/2010
323.2 lbs-2/23/2010
322.8 lbs-2/26/2010
321.8 lbs-2/28/2010
320.6 lbs-3/2/2010
319.6 lbs-3/7/2010
317.8 lbs-3/13/2010

314.8 lbs-3/21/2010
314.6 lbs-3/22/2010
313.8 lbs-3/29/2010

Also noteworthy, since starting weight watchers in February, I have lost an inch from my chest, calves and upper arms, two inches from my waist, two inches from my neck and 5 inches from my thighs. Progress.

Breakfast
12 oz coffee with raw sugar

Lunch
2 slices double fiber wheat bread
4 oz turkey breast
1.5 cup black beans and rice
4 oz ground turkey

snack
cheese quesadilla

Dinner
1 half slice wheat bread
1/2 tbsp Peanut Butter
1/2 Tbsp Grape Jelly
(Daughter did not finish her sandwich, and I have been denying my self PB for a month now. I decided to not waste it, and stop myself from eating 2 or three whole sandwiches by indulging a bit)
2 polish sausages
1 cup salad with raspberry vinagerette

Sunday, March 28, 2010

...

Breakfast
nothing

Lunch

12 oz coffee with raw sugar
3 oz ground turkey
1.5 cup black beans with rice
1 oz cheddar cheese
1 banana
2 small mandarins
20 oz water

Dinner
2 cups beef vegetable stew(homemade)
4 oz ham
2 double fiber wheat bread slices
20 oz water
2 small mandarins

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Seem to have hit a snag.

Last year, I began weight watchers in February, at 360+ lbs. I lost weight very rapidly, until about the end of March or so, where I reached 312. My weight leveled off, and I gained back a bit of the 50 lbs I had lost. I stopped doing WW in May, as my work schedule was crazy, and I just wasn't able to take more weight off, no matter what I tried. I tried coming in at my alloted point amount, I tried 3/4 of my points, even tried half a time or two. I stayed more or less the same until October, when I came down with swine flu. Between that and pneumonia, I dropped to 309. Once I began to recover, I didn't watch what I was eating, and I shot back up to 335, at which point I began my current weight loss attempt.

This week, I have just felt off, and periodic checks of my weight have show that, despite eating fairly well and sticking to my WW plan, I seem to be steadily gaining all week. Today, I stepped on the scale, and confirmed it. 319. 5 lbs in a week! I know I haven't been eating enough to account for that.

Earlier today, I was taking my vitamins and using my allergy inhaler when it hit me. My inhaler is a nasal steroid, and I started using it the same time last year. The same week I began having trouble losing. Shit. I also stopped using it some time after spring, which is when my weight leveled off again.

I have to figure this out. This inhaler is the ONLY thing I have found that helps my congestion, other than the now prescription only Sudafed etc. I have no medical insurance, so Sudafed is not available to me. When my allergies act up, I can't breathe right, which means I don't sleep, which makes it VERY hard to watch what I eat. Further, this inhaler is like a miracle drug for me. It works better than anything I have ever tried.

Do I drop the medicine, and try to deal with the lack of breathing? Maybe I can increase my exercise to offset the steroid effects.

Oh well. At least now I have a reason for my sudden halt in weight loss. I can figure this out.

Edit:

Ok, so after my earlier stress and freakout, I rechecked my weight. I made sure the scale was level, and checked my weight three times, with the same result, 317. So, only a gain of about 2.5-2.75 lbs. Not great, but not as bad as I thought. I could be retaining extra water, I have really slacked on my water intake this week. Normally I drink a lot. Of water, I mean. So, more water, and I am going to see if I can do some more exercise. I decided last night to take the rest of the week off of the situp/pushup regimen, and restart next week at this same level. My abs are feeling overtaxed, and I don't want an injury. Have to replace that with other exercise, though.

Slept in late. No breakfast.

Lunch
12 oz coffee with raw sugar
Got busy doing research, forgot to eat

Dinner
12 oz beef round, broiled
1.5 cups carrots
1 bell pepper

I'll be at a bellydance party at my studio tonight, so hopefully the snacks don't prove too tempting for me. We'll see.

Didn't do terrible tonight.
2 tbsp cheese/salsa dip
16 tortilla chips
assorted cucumber slices, carrot sticks, celery sticks
8 oz coffee with raw sugar and fake creamer

Friday, March 26, 2010

Friday...

Breakfast(late)
12 oz coffee with raw sugar
4 oz ham on double fiber wheat bread
12 tortilla chips
1/2 cup salsa
1 oz sweet gherkin pickles


Lunch/snack
2 oz beef jerky
pumpernickel roll(300 calories, 5 grams fiber)
2 small mandarins

Dinner
1.5 cups black beans and rice
3 small mandarins
6 small corn tortillas


Snack
12 oz decaf coffee, one half packet hot cocoa

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Busy day...

Started my own earache last night, so I slept late this morning. As a result, my morning coffee was closer to being lunch. Busy with chamber of commerce and work stuff, then had to do Walmart for a while. A bit off today, but I think fairly well, all things considered. This week has been rough, diet-wise, I am dreading weigh in. I guess, looking at what I actually ate, I did pretty well, but it feels so out of routine...

Breakfast(brunch)
12 oz coffee with raw sugar

Lunch
Subway footlong veggie sub on wheat
Doritos chips
diet soda

Snack
pumpernickel roll(300 calories, 5 grams fiber)

Dinner
5 oz Turkey Breast on double fiber wheat
1 cup carrots
2 small mandarins

www.Twohundredsitups.com


Week 4, Day 2

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I need protein...

I know this. I've known this for a long time, that I do much better if I eat a diet high in protein. It was reinforced when I began dieting, because I became much more aware of both exactly what I was putting into my body, and how my body was reacting to the different foods.

I got a reminder this morning. See, last night I ate most of my calories midday, which was fine. However, my late meal was almost purely starch, with no protein to speak of. This morning, I woke up and, how can I put this? I was a monster. I was awful, cranky, grumpy, lashing out, depressed.
I had some protein early on, and that helped, but it took until midday and several protein sources to get my mood back to normal.

Have to remember, I have to eat protein late and night, as well as first thing in the morning. I am simply a much nicer person when I have a good source of protein. Also, being low on protein makes my carb cravings much worse, and nearly impossible to resist.

Breakfast
Ham(4 oz) sandwich on wheat(2 slices)
13 tortilla chips with 1/2 cup salsa
1 small apple

Snack
1.5 oz beef jerky
14 cashews

Lunch
2 oz ham
3 small mandarins

Dinner
Ham(4 oz) sandwich on wheat(2 slices)
13 tortilla chips with 1/2 cup salsa

Supper
2 cups black beans and rice
6 small corn tortillas

Gah! I was so hungry, and decided to give in. Back on track tomorrow.

http://www.hundredpushups.com/week4.html
Week 4, Day 1 complete.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

blarg.

Kiddo still sick today, had to take her to urgent care. Did fairly well, despite the unplanned road trip.

Breakfast
12 oz coffee, raw sugar
1 small banana

lunch
Carls Jr low carb six dollar burger(no mayo).
side salad with raspberry vinegarette dressing
diet coke

snack
4 oz beef jerky

Dinner
baked potato with salsa(no butter)

http://www.twohundredsitups.com/
Week 4, Day 1 completed.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Weight record:
329.8 lbs-2/1/2010
324.4 lbs-2/5/2010
323.2 lbs-2/6/2010
323.4 lbs-2/7/2010
335.0 lbs-2/14/2010
326 lbs-2/21/2010
323.2 lbs-2/23/2010
322.8 lbs-2/26/2010
321.8 lbs-2/28/2010
320.6 lbs-3/2/2010
319.6 lbs-3/7/2010
317.8 lbs-3/13/2010

314.8 lbs-3/21/2010
314.6 lbs-3/22/2010

Breakfast
2 small mandarins
1 medium apple
12 oz coffee with raw sugar

Lunch
4 oz ham on wheat bread
12 tortilla chips
1/2 cup salsa
20 oz water

Dinner
3 cups beef vegetable stew(homemade)
20 oz water

In which I ramble senselessly...

One thing I have learned, if I am hungry, I have to find something at least somewhat healthful to cram into my mouth, or I will eat something REALLY bad! Which is why I keep about 20 of those darn MetRx meal replacement bars around. If I feel my willpower fading, that's it, my meal is decided. More carbs than I'd like, but it fills the hole in my gut, and has plenty of protein to keep me satisfied until next meal.
Another thing I do(which may not work for you) is I have tons of crap in my house. Seriously, cookies, candy, chips, soda, all of it, it is in my cupboards. For one, I have a 5 year old. So it's gonna be around.

The other thing is, sometimes, I have a craving. Most times, I can ignore it. But there are times where if I don;t satisfy it, I will keep trying to substitute, and end up eating three plates of something, rather than the 12 chips with salsa I really wanted.

Lately, as my diet progresses, I find I have fewer and fewer cravings. When I do, it is fruit, veggies and (always) protein that I crave. I have an entire shelf filled with fruits and vegetables in my kitchen. I go to the local fruit stand every two weeks and stock up. Apples, oranges, mandarins, bell peppers, garlic, bananas, cucumbers, papayas, tons of healthy natural snacks. All of them on a shelf at just below eye level.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Weigh in

Weight record:
329.8 lbs-2/1/2010
324.4 lbs-2/5/2010
323.2 lbs-2/6/2010
323.4 lbs-2/7/2010
335.0 lbs-2/14/2010
326 lbs-2/21/2010
323.2 lbs-2/23/2010
322.8 lbs-2/26/2010
321.8 lbs-2/28/2010
320.6 lbs-3/2/2010
319.6 lbs-3/7/2010
317.8 lbs-3/13/2010

314.8 lbs-3/21/2010 Woot!

Breakfast

2 cups Texas Chicken Soup

1 medium banana
12 oz coffee with raw sugar

Lunch

1 small mandarin
1/4 cup whole milk(in iced coffee with fake sweetener)
2 oz turkey breast
2 leaves romaine lettuce


Snack
1 bell pepper
1 cucumber
1 tomato
1 oz sharp cheddar
1 oz sweet gherkin pickles
2 tablespoons pepperoncinis


Dinner
MEtRx meal bar(ok people. I need some help here. These bars are ok when I have to grab something on the go, but I don't like eating them as a general rule. They taste good, but have too many carbs. I need suggestions for quick, easy to prepare meals with plenty of protein)



Saturday, March 20, 2010

Breakfast!

I ate breakfast today.

2 cups Texas Chicken Soup
12 oz coffee with Raw Sugar
20 oz water

And now I have my daughter's illness from yesterday. Thankfully, it seems to be a 24 hour bug, as she is much better this morning.

Snack/lunch
1 medium apple
1 large mandarin
1/2 banana
1 mini bagel with 2 tbls Nutella (bad for me, I know, but I have been resisting Nutella for a couple months, and if I didn't have a small bit of chocolate, I was likely to eat a whole bag of something)

Dinner
MetRx bar-didn't really want this, but I needed to eat something, and I was far too ill to prepare a meal for myself.
1 medium apple
3 strawberries
2 small mandarins

Friday, March 19, 2010

Sick kid

No chance to eat anything so far today. My daughter came home sick from school, so no chance to head downstairs for food, just taking care of her. Hopefully she'll feel a little better soon, so I can grab something quick.

Had some coffee when I first got up, was about to get food, but no luck.

8 oz coffee with raw sugar(didn't get to finish my cup).

HA! Ran downstairs, grabbed an apple! The wife should be home soon, maybe I'll get a break then. Daughter is almost asleep though, so maybe even sooner.

Finally! Mom's home, and I have 2 cups Texas Chicken soup, a carb free turkey sandwich, 1 cup carrots, 1 large mandarin.

Ok, a few more hours, and I had the chance to grab
two more large mandarins, and a MetRx meal replacement bar. At east things are spaced out nicely today. We ARE supposed to eat several small meals, right? lol...

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Another day, hopefully another pound less....

Breakfast
12 oz coffee with raw sugar

Lunch
1 ham sandwich(2 slices wheat bread, 4 oz ham)
1 cup carrots
a large mandarin

Early dinner
1 turkey sandwich(2 slices wheat bread, 4 oz turkey)
1 cup pretzel sticks

Dinnertime snack
1/2 cup salsa
15 tortilla chips.

Supper
carb free sandwich:
4 leaves green lettuce
1 oz sharp cheddar
4 oz turkey breast
2 oz ham
1 apple, medium

Nearly forgot to post this:
http://www.hundredpushups.com
Week Three, Day Two completed.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Breakfast
12 oz coffee with raw sugar
1 large mandarin

lunch
1 ham sandwich(2 slices wheat bread, 4 oz ham)
1 large banana
1 large mandarin
1 medium apple
12 tortilla chips
1/2 cup salsa

Midday
20 oz iced coffee(fake sugar)
1/4 cup milk in coffee

Dinner
4 cups Texas Chicken Soup( black beans, kindey beans, chicken, pinto beans, chili beans, tomatoes, green chilis, corn)
6 tortilla chips(under the soup)
1 oz cheddar cheese(shredded, on top of soup)

Late snack
3/4 Met Rx meal replacement bar


http://www.twohundredsitups.com/
Week Three, Day Two complete.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Tuesday...

Breakfast
Nothing, because I was asleep. Slept in until 11:40. I feel much better now.

Lunch
12 oz coffee, with raw sugar
1 small mandarin(I know it isn't much, but it is an improvement over my usual first meal f the day, which has traditionally been coffee.)

Dinner
1 large mandarin
ham sandwich on wheat bread(4 oz ham)
6 El Sabrosos Salsitas chips
12 tortilla chips
1/2 cup salsa
12 oz iced coffee (1/4 cup whole milk, fake sweetener)
(oops, forgot this earlier)
2 slices wheat bread with chicken salad on top.

Supper
Ham sandwich, 4 oz ham on wheat, 1 slice block sharp cheddar(about one oz)
2 apples
8 oz Mongolian Beef

One Hundred Pushups Challenge
Week 3, Day 1 complete.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Well, not so much progress today...

I didn't sleep last night. I mean, at all. Not a second. Stayed up all night. Had a meeting at 11:30 this morning. Now, I am not a breakfast person, but my meeting didn't get done until after 1, then I had stuff to take care of...what it comes down to is, I didn't eat breakfast, I didn't eat lunch, now I don't want to eat dinner. Too much stress, not enough sleep=no appetite for Byron. Blech.

Breakfast
12 oz coffee, with raw sugar.

Lunch
Nothing.

Dinner
ham sandwich on wheat bread(4 oz ham)
12 El Sabrosos Salsitas chips
1/2 cup salsa
1 small mandarin orange
1 Met RX Meal Replacement bar

Evening snack
2 small mandarin oranges
1 large banana
1/2 oz summer sausage

Week three, Day one of http://www.twohundredsitups.com/

Sunday, March 14, 2010

today I ate...

Breakfast
Coffee with sugar-12 oz
1 small mandarin oranges

Lunch
ham sandwich on wheat bread(4 oz ham)
12 El Sabrosos Salsitas chips
1/2 cup salsa
1 large mandarin orange

Dinner
3 cups white rice
2 cups Mongolian Beef
1 small mandarin orange
Weight record:
329.8 lbs-2/1/2010
324.4 lbs-2/5/2010
323.2 lbs-2/6/2010
323.4 lbs-2/7/2010
335.0 lbs-2/14/2010
326 lbs-2/21/2010
323.2 lbs-2/23/2010
322.8 lbs-2/26/2010
321.8 lbs-2/28/2010
320.6 lbs-3/2/2010
319.6 lbs-3/7/2010
317.8 lbs-3/13/2010

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Weight record:
329.8 lbs-2/1/2010
324.4 lbs-2/5/2010
323.2 lbs-2/6/2010
323.4 lbs-2/7/2010
335.0 lbs-2/14/2010
326 lbs-2/21/2010
323.2 lbs-2/23/2010
322.8 lbs-2/26/2010
321.8 lbs-2/28/2010
320.6 lbs-3/2/2010
319.6 lbs-3/7/2010

Much better than I expected.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Weekly weigh in tomorrow....

Pretty sure I am screwed. Had a few rough days this week, being busy and out and about. HArd to stay on track, so I think I will see a weight gain. But, I did pretty good today, logging a LOT of walking, as well as only going over my diet slightly, even with being out and about all day. So, we'll see. If I gain, that just means I have to kick back into high gear to recover lost ground.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

The first month...

Weight record:
329.8 lbs-2/1/2010
324.4 lbs-2/5/2010
323.2 lbs-2/6/2010
323.4 lbs-2/7/2010
335.0 lbs-2/14/2010
326 lbs-2/21/2010
323.2 lbs-2/23/2010
322.8 lbs-2/26/2010
321.8 lbs-2/28/2010
320.6 lbs-3/2/2010

As you can see, my first two weeks went slowly, and were completely derailed by Valentine's day. I had been slipping back into my old habits already by then, but that day was the final straw. I was at an event that day, as a vendor, and my wife was performing, so I ended up watching the booth. I had expected to be able to go out for food that day, but what happened was I got stuck there and ate the choice I had available to me, which was hot dogs. Then of course, it was the chocolate and candies and a big dinner..I was headed right back into fatland on the calorie express.

I decided I needed to join WeightWatchers. Again. I lost 50 lbs with them last year, over a period of about three months or so. I kept that weight off for 9 months, until illness and job loss, combined with stress, put me back to gaining weight. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention lack of will power, or rather, failure to exercise it.

No More. I will not allow fat to control me. I will be around when my daughter has children, I will be healthy, and I will not let the flab beat me. With hard work and a bit of luck, by March 20th, I will be under 300 lbs for the first time since 2003. That will reverse 6 years of weight gains. Worst case, I can see it maybe taking until the end of March. We'll see.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Weight record:
329.8 lbs-2/1/2010
324.4 lbs-2/5/2010
323.2 lbs-2/6/2010
323.4 lbs-2/7/2010
335.0 lbs-2/14/2010
326 lbs-2/21/2010
323.2 lbs-2/23/2010
322.8 lbs-2/26/2010
321.8 lbs-2/28/2010
320.6 lbs-3/2/2010